SATSANGHS
Satsanghs are very important as they help us progress faster in sadhana due to intense transmissions and also it develops in us a good deal of patience, tolerance and fraternity.
1. On one day felt pressure on the heart
and on another day felt vibrations on the left
hand. On another day, the vibrations in the heart
region started during the sitting, continued even
after the sitting was over. 2. During one satsangh
initially I felt very light and calm towards end
I felt expansion, during that time I was floating
in the sky, white light was felt and somebody
was sitting besides it and later I was floating
in water. 3. Some people are feeling
the flow during the satsanghs. I don't know what
they mean. But I am not why is this? 4. Why am I not feeling
the vibrations. Why am I not feeling the Buzz
Sound, which I used to feel. Some times I feel
it. But not every time. 5. Once I felt that my
body is just a cover and there is a vaccum inside
my body. Whenever I go for satsanghs I sense the
fragrance of sandalwood incense even though there
is no such thing around physically. 6. While conducting Satsangh
I saw Rev. Babuji for 2-3 minutes. Rev. Sir’s
remembrance came 3-4 times during the same Satsangh.
7. Felt immense force
descending from upwards which made me to bend
down. I felt this in all the satsanghs 8. During one of the
satsanghs, closeness with the Divine and the wish
to merge in Him was felt all throughout. 9. After Satsanghs (Morning
Satsanghs especially) felt bliss and calmness
which usually lasted for most of the day. But
on few days the feeling did not last most of the
day. 10. Absorbed mostly with
awareness of fleeting thoughts and feeling showers
of grace with feeling of gratitude. 11. Usually miscellaneous
thoughts pass by with a few moments of blank.
After meditation I feel closeness to other brothers
and more oriented to the Master. 12. In Satsanghs on most
days I feel relatively free of thoughts and collected.
I get some thoughts related to anything I might
have been doing the same day but mostly I feel
quiet. However on some days I find my whole body
aching and from within an almost unwillingness
to relent and sit. I want to be able to reach
the end of Satsangh quickly, so I could get up
and go. I don’t know why I feel so on some
days. 13. Sometimes after satsanghs,
it took 5-10 minutes to clear that charged condition.
14. During satsanghs
feelings of devotion and resignation to the will
of Master 15. In one satsangh,
got a feeling of shrinking in a vast expanse while
the outer body contour is expanding at a rapid
pace. 16. Sometimes I feel
engulfed. Sometimes I feel so low that we give
so much importance to ourselves and take pride
in our possessions and do not give importance
to God who provided us all these in first place.
I feel that we should all take part in divine
endeavor of our Rev. Babuji. |