At bed time, feeling the presence of God, repent for the
wrongs committed unknowingly. Beg forgiveness in a supplicant mood, resolving
not to allow the repetition of the same.
Human perfection lies in realising the Master as Master in true sense, and
oneself as His slave devoted entirely to His service. By doing so one creates in
himself a state of Negation which attracts His direct attention and establishes
a link with Him. Now it becomes incumbent upon one to discharge his duties in
like manner, keeping the link intact, so that the Master’s greatness be
engrossed upon his heart and he may be in His direct view.
A devotee is concerned with nothing but Master’s close attention towards him,
and his own nearness to Him. The nobleness of heart now takes another turn. When
one has accepted Him as the Master he can lay before Him every wrong committed
unknowingly by him, or anything that might be against the principle, in the
capacity of one feeling guilty. In this way one impresses his own meekness upon
the Master, who also begins to think that the wrong committed by the devotee is
really pardonable since the feeling of supplication is present in his heart, for
which he has presented it to the Master. There is such a tender softness in it
as cannot be translated in words, and which reveals his feelings of true
supplicancy. That means that the impediments present in him are removed and the
weight thereof has been set aside. He thus assumes a state of absolute purity
like that of the Divine currents which are absolutely free from Mala
(impurities), Vikshep (unreal projections) and Avarana (layers of grossness).
Thus it goes to mean that we acquire this state of highest purity by
establishing the relationship of devotion. It also brings forth a sense of
simplicity which has been pointed out as the quintessence of Nature, and which,
when developed, envelops him all over so that he begins to feel himself
completely merged in it. The errors, which a devotee can never be completely
free from, are then reduced to a mere lifeless lump. It is probable that
blunders might have been committed before establishing this relationship, but
then they go on diminishing by and by till finally their very existence begins
to fade away. By the effect of the strong push applied by the force of the will
they get transformed into repentance. Repentance is nothing but a jerk to the
thought-waves which creates to a certain extent a state of vacuum within him.
The flow from above then gets diverted towards it, in order to keep up its
uniformity with Nature. Thus the thing coming in helps us to wash off the
previous effect. This may be taken as the true form of repentance.
The feeling of humility, which may as well be expressed as a state of
supplicancy, covers within it the condition of innocence. One who attains it has
in a way attained all, though apparently it may not seem to be so. In that case
the mistake no longer remains a mistake, since it has washed off completely.
The next phase of devotion now comes in, which cautions him against the
repetition of the wrong. It appears in the form of repeated prayers to the great
Master for granting him a state of contentment to serve as a safeguard against
repetition. As we have entered the sphere in the capacity of a supplicant it
becomes incumbent upon us to abide by the rules of duty, avoiding everything
that is forbidden by the laws of Nature. This can be accomplished when one
shortens to the greatest possible limit the distance between oneself and the
Master. Hence the best method for that would be to maintain in our thought a
constant feeling of His presence.
It is also considered to be better to do this at bed-time, because one is then
free from all engagements and the only point in one’s view is that of rest and
repose, In other words, one finds himself in a comparatively free state. This
freedom may also be interpreted as Nature’s state of contentment. Thus in a way
we acquire conformity with at least one of the aspects of Nature. This is the
reason why prayer at bed-time is more effective, and actions done accordingly
are all well adjusted. We must therefore derive the greatest benefit from time,
and take up the work suited for the hour.
Om Shanti Shanti Shanti. |