Worship of different
Forms of Divinity – Implications on Sadhana
for liberation:
The concept of Prahanuti has been explained
in our latest publication Imperience. Many points
have been clarified in it. Trainers work with
their thought force called ‘Will’.
If one has contemplated and meditated on the
following message “We get power from our
thought. It happens only when we create perfect
harmony between things of our making and those
of the Divine” - TC 43), it must have
clarified to you that your thought must be in
harmony with the divine. When we talk about
Divinity we are entering into realms which are
partially known and mostly unknown. Several
gods and goddesses forms have been conceived
each according to one’s imagination and
we have been dumped with 360,000 or 360 lakhs
of gods and goddesses forms. Each vying with
each other for giving petty benefits. Certain
times those petty things are also big for us.
All gods are not capable of saving. I don’t
expect you to read the books but at least, take
my word. Whereas the Brihadayanaka Upanishad
is very clear on this. People who worship forms
and names of those forms go through the path
of the moon called ‘Rayee’ and they
will come back. They will be re-born, not withstanding
the protests of the temples and temple priests
and shakti worshippers etc. who also say they
will give liberation. It is a rank falsehood
that has been universally perpetuated in our
country and the gullible people have always
been victims of that. Once we attach ourselves
to any form it will be very difficult for us
to get rid of it. Any form for that matter.
With reference to the case of a Trainer when
I gave a sitting I was very clear I was facing
the Mother and I was having a doubt whether
this man was doing any worship and then he came
forward saying that he used to visit Vaishno
devi. The impressions are there. It’s
a gorgeous experience. Another associate of
mine corrected me stating that there is nothing
that is gorgeous which is seen in Vaishno devi
temple. There are few stones there in the rock
... How we form an impression is not exactly
based on what we see there but what we think
we see there. How we react to a situation is
much more important than what the situation
itself is. This is because of samskaras. No
stone gets into us at any point of time. The
impressions we have are mostly of emotion. Most
of it is connected to emotion and it takes time
for us to clean and it was good cleaning for
me because it did not take much time. It is
a question of one’s yielding to get rid
of what was there and already he was in the
path very seriously surrendering himself to
the Master and his method. Cleaning was a matter
of one to one and half days. So people who tend
to worship in these methods get stuck up before
the third knot. They generally don’t go
beyond that. They cannot also. It does not mean
that there is something impious with them, it
does not mean that they are not socially acceptable,
it does not mean that they are not good or they
are not virtuous. All those qualities are there.
Because those qualities are bound to be there
at the knot 1 itself. Those who do not attach
to any form but worship the god directly - the
Brahman, such are the people who will move through
the path of Archis or the sun and they are never
to return says the Bhradaranyaka. Fortunate
as it is we are in a system where we take only
that path. So the goal that we have got in our
mind directly or indirectly, consciously or
unconsciously is not to return. This is not
just something that comes to us because we want
to have it now. This is something that is based
on our samskaras. Those of us who have been
in the system for quite sometime, most of us
who have come to the system thought we stumbled
on to the path. I have also used this word many
times. We also thought that the Master came
to us, we thought that some luck has brought
us to this, or we thought that the circumstances
led us into this. Possible! But please note
that all these things are only what are on the
surface. Deep behind them are the samskaras
that we have got which tells us, “it is
time to get back”. The homeland is calling
us. The call of the homeland as Babuji Maharaj
puts it is there. Otherwise we will not be sticking
on to this path. Those of our brothers who appeared
to have left us have always left saying that
they will come back. Because once a person has
been drawn towards Divinity it is very difficult
for him to get out of it. The clutches of the
Divine are much more strong than the bondages
of others here. These people also hold us. Hold
us very phenomenally, the Ishanatryas are definitely
there but the desire to get back to the homeland
is always there and this is after having advanced
millions and millions of lives. This is the
first awareness or Viveka that we should have
that human existence is a boon. Because we are
the only people who vibrate along with the Divine
on almost the same wavelength as the Divine.
We have, unfortunate as it is, because of our
firm grave connections and very great connections
with our lower self by which we mean the animality
in us - passions guide us more.
Need to emphasize about Point A & B Meditations
more systematically:
If we don’t have a passion for
God we won’t be here. There is a passion
which is the basic motivating factor. If one
does not have passion normally a man never achieves
anything in this world. So it has got two sides
which can turn towards inferiority or superiority.
We have fortunately the passion for the Divine.
This passion for divine is what is making us
restless. Restless, always. This restlessness
is our basic characteristic. All of us must
have observed by now that we have got this.
But at the same time we should also feel grateful
for whatever we have got, i.e the human life.
This is the greatest viveka that we should have.
Next step is live like a man. Live like human
being. Let us not loose our discrimination.
Let us not do things, which are likely to affect
our goal. We are human beings and we are fortunate
for that. But for that we cannot be jumping.
Because the challenge to protect ourselves from
our lowerself is also given along with our lives
and such people are the people who are friends
to themselves. People who do not live according
to the human nature are enemies to themselves.
Fortunately we are all friends to ourselves.
There are moments when we also sink low and
we are very conscious of it. But we try to come
out of it.
In that area alone this system has got a value.
Babuji Maharaj for the first time comes forward
with a solution to this problem. This has to
be emphasized for the only reason no person
earlier ever thought of attacking this problem.
They only gave some sermons as to how we should
live. The meditations on points A and B, kindly
note, are an absolute must. But it has to be
done in a systematic manner. Enormous amount
of deviations, distortions are there inspite
of the fact that we have been trying to present
the system in a systematic manner. Pease do
not compromise or change the system. We have
no right for it. Babuji specifically stated
in His message at Madras that,” if you
follow my system I assure the result. But if
you follow your system and ask for the results
that I promise you are asking for something
for which I am not responsible”. I am
fully aware that most of us have got our own
backgrounds. If you are happy with that background
there is no reason for you to move on to another
path. The mere fact that we moved to something
else is because we are not satisfied. The restlessness
is still there. Having come to this it becomes
necessary that Viveka has to be exercised whether
or not we should continue with it.
About continuation of earlier sadhana
practices:
Two days back a trainer from Virginia
gave a call and asked me, “there was a
person who came for training. I studied his
condition when he came for introduction and
I asked him do you follow any system of meditation
or what are the religious or spiritual practices
you have”. When queried as to the reasons
for asking so, he said “there is a glow
in the heart which is very perceptible to me
so I asked him”. The aspirant is stated
to have replied that he does mantra in the morning.
The question is should we ask the aspirant to
continue with the mantra or should we ask him
to stop with that mantra. In case the aspirant
wants a mantra to be given should he be given
any one of Om Tat Sat practices. It is a question
for us to tackle at the Institute. Every trainer
has to understand how he has to tackle this.
The best thing for that person is to explain
that the practice that he has done earlier has
led him to this path and it would be wisdom
to continue in the path leaving the mantra.
But the difficulty of mental conditioning is
there. There is a habit formation. One continues
to think about the same mantra again and again,
that will come during the meditation also. Those
of us who had the experience of practicing a
mantra earlier also faced the situation for
some time and we were very firm on the path
saying that we want to get rid of it therefore
we got rid of it. Till one makes a decision
to get rid of his earlier practices, this problem
is bound to be there. If one does not want to
leave his earlier practices, the only mantra
that we can ever suggest to any person for practice
will be the Gayatri. That is the only mantra
which has been accepted by the Master as something
which can be permitted along with the meditation
and He even went to the extent of saying in
some article that this is a must for all people.
It does not mean that we will ask every person
to practice it. Those who are practicing and
have been not able to get rid of a mantra can
be asked to change on to this first and then
move on to the real meaning behind it, which
is the essence of our meditation. Our meditation
is taking us to the same place which the Gayatri
promises by meaning and farther and much farther.
Not only the seven lokas but something beyond
that. This is the practical point that can help
many people who ask this question.
On continuation of religious rituals:
A question that has been raised was
on Karma theory and whether one can continue
to have the religious practices. Christians
and others who have come to us ask whether they
can continue to have their religious practices.
I have often told you the essentials of religion.
It deals with three functions, namely our birth
rites, our marriage rites and our death rites.
Hinduism is not a religion for this reason alone.
Because there is not one way by which we perform
the birth ritual, there is not one way by which
we perform the marriages, there is not one way
by which we get rid of our bodies when dead.
Hinduism does not satisfy the parameters of
religion. Very few people appreciate this angle.
Ours is a way of life, because religion means
these three aspects. So the question has to
be understood from this angle. And I personally
do not bother whether a person is going to have
a circumcision or he is going to be baptized
or he is going to be put in some cold water
in Tibet. These rituals are of no consequence
to spirituality. That is why no spiritual person
bothers about these rituals. Rituals belong
to Religions, we have no reason to fight with
them. Because what is there, what ever is there
let it be there at its own place. The Marriage
rituals will be going on. We have our rituals,
he has his rituals. Whereas when it comes to
the question of burials, fundamental differences
are there. Some religions do not believe in
rebirth and a person who does not believe in
a re-birth does not have anything to do with
spirituality. Because spirituality is the awareness
that one has got a body which is not confined
to this body. People who do not believe in re-birth
are only talking that body will not be re-born.
Naturally body will never be re-born. This should
be conceded. But they will slowly understand
that there is something called astral presence
and it should not be a matter for us because
so far as I know a large percentage of Christians
do not go to churches. Very insignificant portion
of them go to churches. Church goers are more
in South Africa and Southern India than else
where in the world. Other countries need not
bother about that.
On Continuation of Rituals:
So far as religious aspects are concerned,
here also one can say the same thing. If someone
wants to do their small rituals let them do
so. There is nothing wrong about playing with
dolls. There is nothing wrong in playing with
small marriages. I know, we used to perform
these marriages as small children. Even at 60
years or 70 years if someone is happy doing
so, let him be happy. Why should we disturb
his happiness. We have understood that it does
not lead him to the Ultimate.. When he understands
this aspect we are happy and perhaps more happy.
Concept of Vairagya:
Vairagya is a very complicated concept. Vairagya
for a grihasta is something that is not known
to the Westerners, thanks to the excellent services
of the missionaries. Christian missionaries
have projected us to be as those who are not
interested in this world and we would always
be interested to get into our grave. The fact
is, they were such and we were never such. But
they thought, that is the way in which they
should present us. India has been presented
to the outside world as a very poor country.
If one can calculate the amount of gold each
one of our household possess we can assess the
wealth in our country. We do not really bother
about these facets in our country. We talk about
first being a detached observer and then detached
in our action. Modern management theories tell
this objective method of observation and the
objective method of working as the most effective
and efficient manner of work itself. When we
are not involved in the work our performance
is the best. That is what Maslow and others
have been talking about. Most of us know what
Maslow has stated. So we should know that the
performance goes very high when we are not involved
and Babuji Maharaj gives us a small story of
a person who is sick, attended by two nurses
one of them closely related to him and therefore
always getting into confusion and the other
attendant not attached to him and working most
effectively. This has been referred to in “Silence
Speaks”. One can read the anecdote and
then say this is exactly is meant. When we talk
about Vairagya we talk about the detachment
to the result of our action. Not the karma sanyasa
but the karma phala tyaga as we call it and
in fact we don’t bother about the result.
Babuji has said “if you think about the
result in advance already your energy has jumped
into it and therefore your performance is low
and you are not with your full potential”.
Two channels have formed. One channel has already
jumped out of us and we have only got the partial
power. If we want to be effective in our work
we have to forget about the result of our work.
This angle of a psychologist coming from Babuji
Maharaj is something to be noted. As a student
of psychology I appreciate it because of the
energy jump concept and it is given in one of
the messages. So please do understand the sanyasa
aspect as stated in our system.
About other Religions:
I am not here to give you a brief on Hinduism
because Hinduism is too big a subject. Really
what it means also nobody knows. I atleast don’t
know. When somebody asked me what is Hinduism?
I said I don’t know. Then how do we come
to know. If one is born as a Hindu one will
know something of it. No Hindu knows fully about
Hinduism. No Non-Hindu naturally knows anything
about it. Only we can know something of it and
each one of us knows some portions of Hinduism.
This is the basic comprehension we should have.
Never get into an argument with any person.
It serves no purpose. If he is so much interested
ask him to read Radhakrishnan’s Hindu
way of life. Because if they ask you what is
your method of cremation? You have no answer
for this. What is the answer one can give. We
really don’t have an answer for these
things. The best thing would be to say we don’t
know and that this is the way of life. Hinduism
is a way of enormous tolerance. If somebody
queries us as to our way of life? Our answer
would be that it is tolerance. Tolerance to
everything conceivable and inconceivable. That
is spirituality, pure spirituality. Hinduism
is pure and plain spirituality. But that it
has led into so many beliefs is obvious as every
thing is permitted. These things will happen
over time but wise people will think something
different. That is what the great man in the
Brihadayanka Upanishad said.
Babuji says that meditation becomes heavy. At
higher stages meditation becomes heavy. It is
not possible to be in meditation. Of course
he does not elaborate. Because he was addressing
people like us and we must be getting scared
with these concepts. Whether we will accept
it or not. But those of us who meditate, know
we don’t like to feel separation between
us and it. Meditation means where there is something
to be meditated upon. There is an object of
meditation. So it pulls us out and we are out
of it. When no twoness is experienced then we
are out of meditation. And when we try to insist
that we should sit in meditation we feel restless
and feel like getting up and going. Many of
us feel this. Many of the advanced persons must
have been feeling this, whether they have expressed
this or not I do not know and only their diaries
will show that. But this particular feeling
I have had many times. But we return again.
Because the call of homeland or the call of
the beloved is such that we would like to get
back. We seem to be seeking some extraneous
factor. We seem to be seeking and we are not
content with oneness. However much oneness has
been accepted as the goal by us we are not content
with it. Oneness is experienced, nothingness
is experienced. Still we try to push it out.
Nothingness is made into an object. Funnily
in our mind nothingness is made into an object
and that object is sought for again and again.
This is another fallacy in higher stages of
meditation. We have to come out of that also.
Karma Theory:
Karma theory is something no body can
question. Karma theory is absolutely right.
Karma theory has been fairly established by
various types of facts apart from the logical
conclusions of the theory itself. There is no
other logical way of trying to explain things.
Cause and Effect theory applied to the moral
plane is the karma theory. Simply said, Karma
theory is cause and effect theory applied to
the modern world. Some of the modern physicists
may question whether the cause and effect theory
is applicable now. I am very conscious of the
modern theories that are there which question
the validity of the cause and effect theory.
Is there a cause? Is there an effect? It is
very big question mark that is dealt by the
people of electronics. I do not know. At present
we are now satisfied with the cause and effect
theory. Let us wait and see if they are going
to give some other reason, some other theory
which is logical. I speak and you hear. There
is a cause and there is an effect. This is what
I know, Simplest way. So the same thing applied
to the moral plane will invariably lead us to
the theory of re-incarnation or re-birth. On
this aspect lot of books have been published.
I don’t think we shall delve into this.
If one is interested in knowing something about
it there are some messages which talk about
the Karma theory.
Need to address the problem of Sensuality
squarely:
Messages, I think are something which
we should read again and again, delve into that
and meditate upon each sentence trying to make
out the real meaning. Understanding English
is something different from meditation on what
Babuji has written. The thought that is expressed
within the words is much more important than
the words themselves. Only when we meditate
do we get the real meaning.
So each trainer has to insist on the point A
and B meditations and it should be done in the
way in which it has been advised and it’s
also reasonable on our part to explain what
are the benefits that are accrued from it. Because,
sensualities are the basic maladies of modern
life. These meditations on Point A and B attack
these maladies. It is a remedy thing that Babuji
Maharaj has given. Problems of sensualities
are age old facts and many people are seeking
relief from these, but we don’t talk about
it mainly because we have been accustomed to
think according to the Victorian ethics and
we know that certain things are not supposed
to be talked in public. Today we are in an entirely
different world where nothing is obscene in
public. Whether it is an index of civilization
or not an index of civilization I leave it there.
So that being the case, it becomes necessary
for us to very squarely attack this problem.
Without any qualms, without any restriction,
without any apologies. We have to tackle, but
this is our problem.
Need to understand
the Logic of the practices of PAM –
“Surely what our elders have said is what
has guided us. But what they did will not guide
us”. Cleaning is one aspect, which must
be understood very well and must be very assiduously
practiced. Many comparisons have been given
by Rev. Eshwar Sahai, Rev. Varadachari, myself
and many others who tried to explain Babuji
Maharaj’s system with many of the practices
in the tradition trying to tell but the main
theme is not given up. We are trying to modify
it, we are trying to suit it to the modern circumstances.
But this seems to have given many people an
impression that the old things as they are,
are permissible in our system. They are not.
This is where I had some tough talk with some
people who said that they get up early in the
morning and do their rituals and say that is
what our ancestors have said. Surely what they
have said is what has guided us. But what they
did will not guide us. Each generation will
work out it’s own methodology of finding
its own salvation. Nobody succeeds by trying
to copy a person like Chanakya. His was the
best method on that day. There is no doubt about
that because he succeeded. There is no point
in saying that we want to do something trying
to say that some old man Vipranarayana behaved
similarly or some other Nambi had behaved like
this. When we reflect on the great men of the
past we try to get some inspiration. Under very
adverse circumstances also they were able to
keep up their goals and they succeeded. That
is the lesson we have to learn. Not to go to
temples which they visited. Not the monasteries
they lived in. Surely not. Then we are just
trying to go back into the past. Those of us
who have been seriously studying the birth and
death problems know that there is something
of a sheath which requires to be torn for getting
out of this cycle of birth and death. Some of
you might have tried this also. I don’t
deny the possibility. I am aware of certain
things. But there is a gap between that and
the spirit. Beyond the mind, spirit is there
and there is a gap there. If this is broken,
spirit alone stays and that is what exactly
is sought to be done when the diversion of the
flow is turned towards the Atman. The thought
membrane in the heart requires to be shattered.
Then there is no question of rebirth. But that
does not happen during the life time. It should
become some thing which when touched should
be get broken. It should become so very thin.
The woof and the warp both will not exist. First
it is the woof then warp. Warp is what we are
trying to get rid of through cleaning. The woof
takes time. That’s what we attend to at
the end of the day during cleaning. So long
as these threads are there the superficial ash
is always there, though it is burnt out. That
gives the flame. These are visible things. These
things become visible only when we become sensitive
enough.
Sensitivity comes from the purity of mind. Without
purity of mind there is no other way by which
we can become sensitive. Sensitivity is not
a gift. Sensitivity is surely not a gift, it
depends on the purity. You must have seen the
Muslims trying to really spoil all our WC’s
with enormous number of bricks here and there.
That is the extent up to which they applied
the purity concept. In a country where there
is no water perhaps that is the only way. Suchi
and subhrata has always been talked about as
essentials. Our mind must be always clean. Without
saucha and subhrata it is not possible to become
sensitive. If we want to still say that with
all our blemishes, we should be accepted by
God maybe it’s alright from a different
angle. From a Yogi’s point of view it
is not alright. There is a difference in approach.
Goals also are there. Once we are seeking relief
that we want to be rid of all the burdens and
all attachments we can’t say that this
particular habit of ours or a way of thinking
of ours is something that we are not prepared
to give up. That means our goal is terribly
compromised there. When we want nothing then
we have to give up everything. If one does not
want to give up a particular thing, fine, keep
it as long as one wants. Habits are peculiar
dolls which we have. We continue having these
blemishes and still try to think about the Ultimate.
This may sound alright for some intellectual
purposes. We may fool ourselves. But sincerity
is what is lacking here. Sincerity means doing
what we promised to do. When we have promised
to do something we have do it and when we have
promised something for ourselves also we have
to abide by it. It is not for somebody else
that we are sincere. We are sincere to ourselves,
our goal. So in the process anything that comes
in between naturally takes lesser precedence
if our priorities are established. If our priorities
are established and our sincerity is there,
naturally we will not give excuses saying that
under these circumstances one could not do meditation
or one could not attend to the cleaning or one
could not do their prayers. All these exceptions
are given because our priorities are affected
and our goal clarity is terribly compromised.
Distinguishing features of PAM vis a
vis other systems:
When we have used the word PAM we are
trying to say that pranahuti helps us in this
system. How can one stay at the higher plane
of consciousness when every second he is pulled
down. This is the common man’s problem.
He faces it. One thing is determination on his
part and second thing is awareness that the
Master is there to help. This awareness of help
that we get from Babuji Maharaj, because of
the connection that has been established with
us on the day one with his consciousness, which
seeps into our every pore of our being, every
second whether we like it or not whether we
are conscious of it or not. Every second this
consciousness is seeping into us. This enables
us to move forward. Awareness that there is
a person who is helping us all the time is what
we stress in Pranahuti Aided Meditation. We
have to mediate, we have to do the exercises
but what has to be understood is that the effect
of Pranahuti is there. Once it is given it is
something that subsists. This has led many people
to think that one has been introduced and that’s
about it. A person goes to a guru, he takes
a mantra, the Guru tells a method of practice,
the Guru may see us or he may not see us, he
may visit us annually or he may visit us once
in a decade. This is the way in which it has
been going on. On the contrary in our system
we say we give individual sittings, we try to
watch the aspirants condition. An aspirant comes
for a satsangh and in the satsangh the quality
of meditation is different and we explain to
the aspirants please experience this, understand
the effect of the Pranahuti. From this angle
alone we came forward with the Pranauhti article
in Imperience which we have published. Pranahuti
is not everything. It is some sort of an assistance
that we get for our sadhana. Sadhana angle itself
is likely to take a distortion in the sense
that many people may say that their sadhana
is capable of getting them to the Ultimate though
there is an unwillingness on their part to yield.
These aspirants do come forward with an answer
saying that they are prepared to the yield to
the Ultimate. The word Ultimate has got as much
meaning as it conveys. One doesn’t really
know anything about the Ultimate and then it
is a belief of help of a source and which belief
has no tangibleness. Because whenever divinity
wanted to work it has worked through some persons
only. Divinity is incapable of working from
the blue skies. Divinity requires a person to
help. That is why we say you better take assistance
from some person in the path and the best person
is the one in whose presence your thought seems
to get silenced. Not get silenced, seem to get
silenced. Thoughts do not seem to have the same
amount of force when an aspirant sits with his
trainer or when an aspirant sits in meditation
with his trainer it makes him feel somewhat
better, some calmness descends into him. The
strife is reduced, the stress is reduced, the
depression is reduced. And that is the index
that is being given and there is no change in
this. When we read Aurobindonian literature,
we get the same thing. The cases of Ramakrishna
Paramahamsa and Swami Shivananda are also the
same. No person has given any other definition
except quietness, quietitude, silence, peace,
happiness, bliss. These are the words. Some
of them are used alternatively. Some of them
in substitute for each other. Some times they
have been added as extra qualities. Maybe it
depends upon the way in which they have presented
their system. But none of them have given a
set of people who would be delivering this peace
or calmness or quietitude. Neither in the house
of sadhana or in other places. In all those
cases they said that there is a philosophical
possibility also a psychological necessity in
sadhana to experience those things. It is Babuji
who gave these things for the first time. This
is the distinguishing feature of Pranahuti Aided
Meditation which shall not under any circumstance
be confused with any other system of philosophy.
It is a philosophy in action. That is why Dr.
Varadachari goes to the extent of saying Aurobindo
promises, Babuji delivers. The supra-mental
consciousness is something that is delivered
into us and much more than the supra-mental
consciousness is delivered into us. The supramental,
as per my understanding of Aurobindo is as follows-
The upper portion of heart which Lord Krishna
talks about is the Atma, the superior Atma we
have got or the Daivi pravrutti that we have
is the equivalent of the overmind of Aurobindo.
When you come to the Ajna and Sahasrara it is
the supermind. Aurobindo thought that the supra-mental
consciousness once it descends into all of us
we should be living in a different way. Whether
his dreams have been realised or have not been
realised, it would be improper on our part to
talk about. Let us leave it to the wisdom of
the followers of Aurobindo and Aurobindanian
system to see whether they got it or not. But
we talk about the consciousness which is far
above that of the supra-mental consciousness
and which is the same as that of the Ultimate.
The Ultimate consciousness or the zero consciousness
or nothing consciousness or nirvana consciousness
as Buddha talked about and much more than that
is what we are talking about. Now will we be
coming to the borders of Buddhism when we talk
about Nirvana. The meditational exercises of
Buddism are as follows. In their system of sadhana
they give various logics, first thing is one
has to be conscious of his being a man, meditate
on this particular thing, develop the qualities
of man. This process takes about 15-16 years
of practice, then one starts the meditations
connected with the Metha meditation. Metha meditation
is superior, Karuna is called as compassion
and Mytri is called as Metha. Meditation on
metha is for 8 years, then a man is permitted
to meditate upon the Nirguna. Nirgunopasana
is not something that is permitted in our tradition.
To start with they said one has to go through
all these things, understand the uselessness
of all these things then come to this system
of meditation. We have got the good fortune
to straight away start at this level and some
people would like to go back. If their exercises
have not been done well and if they want to
go back, I don’t think anybody can prevent
them from doing so. But eligibility for Nirgunopasana
is not a stage, Nirgunopasana eligibility is
something which has to be achieved i.e, by such
time Nirgunopasana is attempted we should be
capable of sitting in a concentrated way. Now
this is something that is not possible. In PAM
we start with this level. We ask to meditate
upon a divine light without luminosity, Nirgunopasana
straight away, we are going into that and how
is it possible? Yes, it is a very very valid
question. It is possible because of Pranahuti.
It has become possible for us to meditate for
at least a few minutes or few hours of the day
because of the assistance of the influx of the
Divine. Because the Ultimate is connected to
us, we are able to do so. The claim of Master,
the claim of Dr Varadachari is that on the very
first day of our starting the meditation we
are connected to the Ultimate. The Pranasya
Prana is infused into us. Is it so? It is so
is the point which will be proven by Imperience
over a period of time. Namely, the quality of
the meditation on Nirgunopasana will prove that
we are connected to the Divine. Otherwise it
is an impossibility. All traditions have so
far proved that it is an impossibility and said
that we should live for years and years together,
“Bahunaam Janmanmanthe”, then one
will get into a superior type of life and then
in that superior type of life one has to put
in effort of 22 or 23 years then one is entitled
for Nirgunopasana. Because we did not appreciate
this angle we have been projecting our system
as if it is one more system to others. I don’t
know the damage done to others but the damage
has been done to us. We have not understood
the importance of the system. Then, once we
understand the amount of uplift or the lift
that we get in the beginning itself, some handicap
in the race, is literally almost putting us
near the goal. This is a very peculiar handicapped
race where we are almost near the goal. Nirguna
is the goal with which we start. That is why
Dr. Varadachari goes to the extent of saying
we start with the Yoga. We don’t reach
the union, we start with the union. Please do
understand the implication of this sentence.
We start with yoga we don’t end with Yoga.
Again Yoga is another word, it is a much abused
word in the west. Yoga there actually means
only some exercises. We have got to clarify
to them Yoga is just not that only, Yoga is
Raja Yoga and it is union with God which we
have got to establish. That we can establish
this after many years of practice is what other
systems of Raja Yoga talk about. In our system
of Rajayoga we say we start with the union and
end with perfect union. It is like a marriage
system just as a Grihasta dharma, we marry,
really don’t know each other but we are
united. We get to know each other after about
30 years or 35 years or 40 years of family life.
In the whole process enormous amount of turmoil,
enormous amount of disturbances, discussions
etc occur. Those who are not able to put on
with this are called the bhrastas and then they
are called divorcees now a days. They are called
bhrastas. God save them, because they are not
capable of living together. One need not bother
about the reasons or justifications for these
aspects. One can only say that they are difficult.
When I say Bhrasta I mean, they lost the game.
It’s a big game. It’s a tough game.
Gruhasta is a tough game. So vairagya vs Gruhasta
is what we should explain. Because we start
with yoga we don’t have it on the way.
Just as one doesn’t have to leave his
wife in order to understand her, one doesn’t
have to leave God and put him up some where
in Kailas and then search for him. There are
very many reasons why we should go to those
places. They are separate issues. Going there
for union makes no sense. Going to those places
for Realisation makes no sense. Because in our
heart alone we have got to find peace, not elsewhere.
Realisation is had only here not elsewhere.
Yoga is very clear on this. Tradition is also
clear on this. All that tradition says is it
is not all that easy. Only when we do all these
things will we understand the importance of
God, only then will we understand inter-dependency
and understand the importance of Saranagati.
Therefore we have to go through all these things.
But all these are not required. In our system
we start with yoga and all other things automatically
follow. When Babuji said they automatically
follow it is not some sort of a drama that happens,
but our own sadhana enables us to understand
those things. Sadhana is a must. The word automatically
should not be misunderstood. The word automatically
has to be understood with reference to the context
and that it naturally follows. It is so fast
here, keeping in view the umpteen number of
lives that we would have otherwise taken. If
one keeps that denominator then he will understand
the few years that he puts here in sadhana is
something automatic. It is not automatic in
the sense that he joins and therefore he gets
it. That is not possible. This interpretation
is what is there with some of the disciples
of Babuji, I think we are trying to clarify
our position as much as possible. Finally the
truth alone will come out. We have to present
our case very systematically.
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