Talk delivered on the occasion of Basant
Pancami Celebrations 11th Feb 2008
My salutations to all my brethren on this most
auspicious 135th Jayanthi of our Grand Master Rev.
Lalaji Maharaj. It has become a custom for us to disturb
ourselves after the deep silence we imperience. Of the
several bondages we have this is one such that grants us
an opportunity to liberate ourselves from our petty
limitations and grow into universal beings. What I state
has to be viewed from the spirit with which Master said
that ‘Realization itself is an amusement.’ A few days
back the message of the Master in our diary was “The
divine experiences are the perceptions of the conditions
relating to Divinity.” (SDG-27) Leaving aside one of the
perennial questions, whether Divinity can have any
conditions, it is the common experience of all devout
persons to qualify Divinity with Silence, Peace,
Calmness, Blessing, Compassion, Confidence, Love and
such other similar attributes. It is our experience that
we are not able to dwell in such conditions always
though it is our aspiration to be in such conditions.
Our inability to be so is what makes us pray to Master
who is established in Divinity and seek his help to be
in such a condition. Prayer precedes and follows
meditation is a fact of our imperience. When Master
asked us to continue to dwell in the state of
consciousness in which we were during meditation among
other things, he was asking us to be in the mood of
prayer. It is easy now after deep meditation than at
other times because the manas has been dwelling on
divine for some time. Divine company is something that
is found among the devout and rarely without them.
Master said that when abhyasis join in a place and
meditate that place becomes his temple. Therefore It
would be better that all of us abide in an attitude of
prayer in which many of us fortunately live most of the
time.
Our beloved Grand Master has written about various
aspects of spirituality. We are now blessed with access
to many articles he has written. The Sri Ramchandra
Publishers will be releasing a book which includes to
the extent available the literature extant today. The
material now made available and the ones which were
published earlier are very original and by a careful
study one can easily understand the seriousness with
which one has to tread the path of spirituality. We will
hear more about the book when it will be released later
today.
An article of our beloved Master titled
“Determination” has come to our notice and we have
published the same in this Basanth Issue of Satya Padamu
quarterly journal. It will be clear to any discerning
aspirant that determination to reach the goal is primary
and that cannot be got by requesting or praying to the
Master. Prayer is something that we should resort to
after we have done our best to solve the problem in any
field. Philosophy of prayer and efficacy of prayer has
been one of the popular subjects of any system of
religion and spirituality. The word ‘prayer’ is one of
the most used, abused and misused words and it has a
wide range of connotation from the most profane to the
most profound. However the place and importance of
Prayer in Raja Yoga or the method of meditation has to
be primarily understood in the context of varied ways of
working of Buddhi (intellect) and Manas (feelings).
It is very clear that in the Prayer that Master has
given us, what is to be specifically noted and presented
before the Master is that we are slaves of our wishes or
desires or cravings or urges or aspirations. By saying
so we clearly understand and state that we are all the
time under the influence of feeling or Manas. When we
apply these terms in the context of our life we realize
that we have not found meaning in our lives and we are
running all the time looking for some meaning to our
lives. We think that the next car, the next house or the
next job may be the answer. On analysis we find that we
are governed by the ‘pleasure principle’ which works in
the domain of manas exquisitely and do not yield to the
more rational domain of intellect. To be intellectual by
itself is no virtue as it has its own limitation in the
realm of spirituality but it is to be kept in mind that
it is the root of Viveka. We find in course of time
these wishes etc., and their satisfaction are also empty
and we keep on chasing something or the other. We seem
to walk around with a meaningless life.
Gaining meaning to our life and being happy are
synonymous. No one can be entirely happy unless all
beings are happy. Happiness and love are like ‘air’ and
‘ether’- indivisible. Universal Love or no love is the
logic of happiness. The way we get meaning into our life
is to develop divine attributes and endeavour to create
something that gives us purpose and meaning and this we
know is best done by “loving him who loves all.” Sage
Patanjali said “The mind becomes clear and serene when
the qualities of the heart are cultivated: friendliness
toward the joyful, compassion toward the suffering,
happiness toward the pure, and impartiality toward the
impure.”-The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, 1:33. This means
that we have to overcome the impulsive tendencies in us
which are guided and governed by the ‘pleasure
principle’.
Before I proceed further with this subject of
overcoming the impulsive tendencies to satisfy our
cravings and desires I must remind a saintly advice “Do
not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps, if you are not
willing to move your feet first.” That is determination
is most essential to reach the goal of human life which
by now we all know is happiness to one and all. We
should remember that determination cannot be got by
prayer in the sense of begging. Cultivating
determination is not a desire that can be prayed for.
Desire arises because of attachment. Desire has two
sides: (a) craving or wanting to possess and (b)
aversion or wanting to avoid. These two sides of desire
exemplify the working of a universal law, the Law of
Attraction, along with its implication, the Law of
Repulsion. This law is reflected in physics in the
statement, "for every action there is an equal and
opposite reaction." We in this land, thanks to the
ethics taught to us by the recluses parading as jnanis,
got accustomed to consider these two aspects of desire
as "poisons", and we add a third one too, "delusion."
Delusion is the perception that something is what it is
not. It is a bias of perception and cognition caused by
an "afflicted" mind and emotion.
These aspects of desire are movements- towards
something or away from something. They cause pain
because we give these desires some of our own thought
power though it appears odd and difficult to accept this
position. During meditation also these cravings and
aversions are the forces that are active and this play
of the unregulated mind is generally called disturbance
by the aspirants. The solution to this problem is
detachment from these mental modifications. That is why
we are advised by the Master to brush off the thoughts
of all types as uninvited guests which is the same as
total detachment. While such total detachment is
possible during meditation sessions it is advisable to
have due attachment in affairs relating to day to day
life.
Dreams and nightmares are our own original version of
Reality, essentially a creation by our ingenious Mind.
They are part of our personality and we keep feeding
them to stay alive. It is usually our desires that feed
the dream and our aversions that feed the nightmares.
During meditation also this type of dream like
experience occurs even in advanced aspirants in the
path. Everyone has both negative and positive aspects
within, as does all manifest reality. Perceived
negativity within ourselves is a problem only when it is
an object of aversion, because then it starts
controlling us. That is the reason why we are not able
to accept negative states of mind or negative emotions
in us during meditations. When we fail to convince
ourselves through our own resources we crave for the
indulgence of a superior person or Master. Through such
a craving we try to convince ourselves as feeling
dependence on Master and this attitude itself becomes an
addiction. This is most often confused with a state of
mind immersed in prayer. That is the reason we find many
aspirants repeating the words “master, master, master…
or Babuji, Babuji, Babuji” or some such word or phrase
instead of continuing to meditate ignoring these
thoughts of negative import. Virtually all conditions
that are judged to be negative become objects of
aversion. That is the reason we are asked to accept
certain fundamental truths of spirituality which in our
system are covered under the Commandments 5 to 7. The
Commandments given to us by the Master are mandatory for
spiritual unwinding and upliftment.
But similarly the positive aspects eventually become
a problem when they remain the object of craving, for
this type of attachment negates wholeness. When we crave
the positive it is because we do not have due
recognition or appreciation of its presence within us,
and we feel the lack it. Therefore we feel the need to
get it or merge in it. Many advanced aspirants in the
path though are aware of the immediate presence of the
Master in the cave of their heart; crave for his
presence as if it is something outside of them. It is
curious how craving for something positive, such as
acceptance by the Master, for example, brings an
experience of the negative, such as rejection of our own
worthiness due to subconscious awareness of our
deficiencies. We usually do not see this, and say that
it is because we experience rejection that we crave
acceptance. We see that the craving for something
external does not bring us what we crave for, because it
is always an inner reality that must be embraced. In
this example, we must accept ourselves as deserving
persons and have been embraced by the Master.
This is what Master means when he says we should have
faith in ourselves. But the recluse ethics has
indoctrinated us to think that we are unworthy and
sinners. It is obvious we should consciously embrace
both the positive and negative within ourselves. The
prayer at 9 P.M. which commands us to accept all the
people as our brethren is in fact asking us to accept
ourselves and others as worthy human beings. Further by
exhorting us to think that every one is developing true
love and devotion to the Master we are asked to accept
all and love all. Such is the road to Universal Love and
Universal Consciousness.
It is customary to hear in spiritual circles that
material possessions do not give us happiness and infact
hinder us on the spiritual path. But our Master asserts
that desires and material possessions do not hinder the
spiritual life as long as we are not attached to them or
controlled by them. In other words, as long as we are
free to be ourself and are free to choose our responses
to ever changing situations, then desires and material
possessions are not hindrances at all. Then they, too,
can be enjoyed and appreciated in moderation. But taking
shelter under this praying to Master for material
progress is a total misunderstanding of the fundamentals
of spiritual path. Master has clarified this position
very clearly in the commandment two.
When we do not experience what we need to during
meditations that is the Master or Oneness which is our
essence, we feel a lack. This lack is felt as a
dissatisfaction which results in craving of some kind.
When we are afraid or insecure about who we are and what
our value is we tend to become defensive, which often
results in aversion, trying to push away and reject what
threatens us. This is what actually happens when we feel
disinclined to continue meditation. It may be noted that
perseverance is an important aspect of determination.
With determination we begin to get centred in our
meditation. When we are Master-centered we do not
experience aversion because we value who and what we are
and imperience Oneness.
Oneness is not any magical process as a way of being,
that is quite possible for those who imperience the
same. In the absence of help through Pranahuti it is
regrettably foreign to most people. Many persons do not
realize that they can change their actions, feelings,
thoughts, beliefs, and identity the moment they
imperience their Oneness. Instead most people perceive
their actions, feelings and thoughts as a result of
influences upon them, and feel they are manipulated and
molded against their own choices. We who are blessed by
the Master through several influxes of Pranahuti
imperience Oneness which is the only Truth of existence.
We have many case studies proving that transformation is
possible and real through the influx of Pranahuti.
Therefore compared to the ordinary person we feel we are
responsible for the quality of our life and this is an
important revelation. It is because of this we have the
courage to think of changing things around us and make
this world a Paradise even as our Master wished.
It is such a responsible approach that the Natural
Path seeks in its followers. Current events have
demonstrated a tremendous desire of perhaps the majority
of people in the world for peace in their lives. They
are no longer satisfied with the mentality of political
conflict, which endangers economic progress and human
rights and freedoms. But most importantly, we feel that
many people are now aware that if we want peace in the
world, first we need to make peace with our own lives.
This message of the Master has percolated for sure. It
is human nature that needs to change, and we are capable
of making such a transformation. As earnest followers of
the system of Natural Path, we as a group mirror our
consciousness in world events. It is our personal
responsibility to be aware of our contribution to the
collective human consciousness of Oneness, of harmony,
of Love. We need to work hard towards this end.
What is it that prevents us to feel this urge or
impetus always? We find that the purposes and goals that
we hold dearly are often compromised in the face of
problems that we discover in trying to achieve them. We
seem to forget about them or actually suppress them and
opt for safer solutions. Playing the safe game is a sad
conflict with the game we really want to play. We find
that we have already become someone else, a substitute
for our true self. Reinforcing this position are the
attachments we have come to cling on to, the fears we
may have of losing comfort, prestige and honour and the
resistance we feel against elements of change. This
formidable challenge can be met by us when we are firm
in our faith and confidence and determined to be glued
to the Sri Ramchandra consciousness. It is possible when
we take a positive approach to life empowered by the
unbridled universal love, that is the nature of our true
being which is powerful and effective in creating
universal peace, harmony and happiness.
Our prayer then is not any desire or craving in any
ordinary sense of those terms but a prayer for
maintaining our inseparable harmonious relationship with
our Master and a commitment for universal good. Our
prayer does not seek any fear to be got rid off nor any
favour sought for but a total unconditional dedication
to serve the cause of the Master. I understand that to
be the goal of human life and our destiny. In that state
of prayer we shall dwell for ever.
Pranam. |